April 5th 2019
Because there are only 24 hours and a day, and once they’re gone, you can’t get them back~
Time is something that has been fluctuating for me lately. The speed varies based on what I choose to focus on. Work days drag, but days until I leave my job are going by quick. Time with friends moves fast, but there are still so many plans I have yet to make. Something I am looking forward to is not too far away, but the countdown seems to be dragging on…but also flying by.
This whole “24 hours in a day” thing is relatively inconsistent in my opinion. I find that some days I can get everything I need to get done, finished before noon, and other days I am up passed midnight still trying to arrange my schedule to fit everything in.
So I guess what I am trying to say is that I am having trouble keeping up with life….especially now. I am moving in a little over a month and there is going to be a lot of changing and adjusting that comes with it but, what I find to be the hardest part is that I am trying to fit in a whole life here in a matter of a month before I have to pick up and leave everything I know while simultaneously getting myself set up for a new life somewhere entirely different.
I think one of the major things I find myself struggling to keep up with is my blogging. I am the kind of person who can easily be 10 posts ahead of schedule and have very little to worry about, however lately I have been writing posts just a couple of hours before they’ve had to go out and it isn’t something I’m too proud of.
The posts are coming out great, but I know in my heart that they could be way better than what they have been recently, but I haven’t really been feeling inspired or motivated to take on bigger undertakings. This is mostly because I feel like taking the extra time needed requires me to take away valuable time from other things in my life that I can’t afford to do right now.
Also, if certain things pan out in the near future, my life will change even more. The change will most likely be incredibly positive for me, but it is still another adjustment. So I guess the point of this post is just to tell you to please be patient with me.
I have a lot going on and this blog is where I go to relieve some stress and get creative, however, the next couple of months of posts will probably be way more introspective than usual. I will be trying to throw in creative bits here and there when life offers me an experience worth writing about, but a lot of what you will see here is largely gonna be existential rambling about life, my place in the world, and other more wellness and self-help focused content.
Life may be difficult to keep up with now, but I am ready for new adventures and new opportunities to turn this blog into what I’ve always wanted it to be~